It’s rainy today.
I did not make it this way.
It just happened.
Or should I say the clouds became so heavy of water they couldn’t handle it anymore?
I like to think I am the helping type of person
Who feeds the hungry, is selfless, and who carries other’s burdens.
But the truth is that I am not as good as I like to think- that I am consumed with my own thoughts and burdens
And even if I could carry the weight of the clouds, I wouldn’t.
Because those heavy laden clouds caused an exam of mine to be postponed today
And for that I am selfishly grateful.